Monday January 25, 2010

Today was pretty uneventful.  I woke up later than I planned but decided to not let that get me down and to make the most out of the day as I can.  It took me a while but I am ending the day with a house that is all picked up.  Tomorrow will be floors and bathrooms.  Wa. Hoo.  LOL.  I enjoyed my 2 hour run today although I feel like my fire of excitement was dwindled a little bit.  I really need to take the next step and run outside.  I think it will be good for me.  We were a little grouchy here today, myself included.  Baily woke up in a terrible mood but I blame myself for her not getting enough sleep.  I got her to bed early tonight though.  And Joaquin was just a menace today.  Maybe it was not more than usual but felt like it because I was so on edge today.  Koda pooped in his kennel today and I was so mad.  I really need to find a way to control my temper- to be more temperate.  I really think I must be PMSing which pretty much confirms to me that I must not be pregnant.  I'm not sure how I feel about that.  I really want another baby but I really want to finish this 18 week Transformation and pursue my fitness goals.  I know it sounds selfish but I honestly feel that taking care of my health, that I've been putting off most of my life, will help me be a better mom.  But at the same time I don't want a huge gap in my kids' ages.  I just have mixed feelings about it.  Even though we all had a case of the grumpies it was a productive day with getting the house picked up and staying with the routine even though it was s little behind schedule.  I'm very tired tonight and I plan on going to sleep a little earlier than planned and hopefully getting a nice, long good night's sleep so I can have an even more productive day and be more on time with my routine.  Life is good.  I'm going to sleep now.