Thursday May 13, 2010

I felt very tired and grumpy today and I'm not sure why.  I just had a lack of energy and was frustrated because I wanted to get so much done.  I did get to go grocery shopping and got really stocked up on food to last a couple of weeks thanks to our ward and their generous fast offerings to help the poor and needy.  I hate being in the position to have to get that help and to be one of the "poor and needy" but I am truly humbled and grateful to have that help available.  My dad let me use his car and I had my kids so it was a rough trip because they were pretty restless but again, I am so grateful.  Robert's softball game was cancelled today which I was excited about since that meant he got home a little bit earlier and we've missed him around here since he's been working so many nights and was in VA on his day off.  We are still anxiously waiting to hear on the job.  No news yet.  I got a little bit more laundry done and tomorrow I'm praying I have enough energy to finish it all and get the rest of my house cleaned.  One step at a time.  My main goal though, is NO MORE YELLING!  I need to stop- seriously.  I hate when I yell.  I need to have a "tongue of the angels."  Thank heavens for prayer.